Monday, November 15, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
8am
Monday, August 16, 2010
Friday, May 7, 2010
the count down
begins!
I'm moving to Arizona in 11 days!
I'm very very excited.
I have to get a job.
Zack in coming on the 25?!
Were going to the Grand Canyon! (check of the list)
Maybe even California (if so also check of the list)
I made a list for the new year and I only have a few things left to fulfill!
I'm moving to Arizona in 11 days!
I'm very very excited.
I have to get a job.
Zack in coming on the 25?!
Were going to the Grand Canyon! (check of the list)
Maybe even California (if so also check of the list)
I made a list for the new year and I only have a few things left to fulfill!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
April
Well on the 10th I experienced for the first time a new life come into this world.
Lilly came, Lilly is Kalanis new baby sister and that makes her mine also just by association. I got to hold her just two days after she was born. It was a feeling I cannot describe. She is a new life and I'll get to see her grow up from that one special day that I got to hold her at a precious ...two days old.
p.s
Dear, Lily
Kalani and I have talked it over and well your name is pretty and all but were going to call you Kainoa when you get older you will understand.
So Kainoa I love you and can't wait to see you again!
So with this wonderful life that just came into this world, not to bring it down because I could not be more filled with joy over her
I could not help this new life making me think of death and how when you get one you loose one...
I just prepare thats all.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
you confuse me
and it makes me feel angry, and I think horrible thoughts.
Your not horrible, but annoying.
Beautiful, yet stupid.
I love you and I hate you.
You seem to have no reality and that makes me jealous because I was brought up with "reality" shoved deep down in me... so deep I don't think I can ever get it all out.
day in and out ..and to this day. Reality in my face!
You play and play and play.
A part of me wishes it will hit you really hard in the face and even maybe scar you one day and you will see and feel this reality I live with.
You and your playing annoys me to my bones
Your beauty has my love
and right now I wanna smack you in the face.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
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